我和他

爱情，是两情相悦的，
而我和他，却只是我一厢情愿。

飞机划过天空，没有降落，
就像我对他的感觉一样，
一直漂流在天空 无法降落，
无法得到回应。

没有对他坦荡荡地表白，
是因为我不是他的那杯茶，
只好默默把对他的感情藏在心里面。

无止尽的思念 ，对他，
我唯有很努力地掩饰 ，装作一切都不在乎。

没有可能的未来，
只好把这段对他的情感，
冻结在恋上他的那一刻。

抱歉，是因为歉疚吗？

那一天，你说抱歉...你爱上了我喜欢的男生，原来心酸比心痛难受。我知道，你们没有错，爱是自由，是我自己不够大方，不能接受你们。每当看着你们，我的心就空虚了，那种感觉很难受。这种难受的感觉跟随我有一年的时间了。在我生日那天，我发觉你们之间的暧昧。那年对我来说，是最难过的生日，也是我最不想记得的。
『愛，如果抽去思念的成分，是一杯冷掉的咖啡，是沒有靈魂的畫，是不再寂寞的空虛，是看著對方的臉卻說不出一個心動的地方。』现在，我对他还有思念的成分吗？看着他的脸，我还会觉得心动吗？

add oil..my friend..

i know that u broke up with him.i know u are sad now..bad mood now..miss him now..althought a small thing around you also make u think about him..he is a guy that hurt u..seriously i feel that i want beat him now.i am worry about u at here..i know that u love him very much..everytime u say about him..ur face is look like so blessedness..i feel that you and him will abidance for long time.but i dun think that u and him will broke down so fast..now dun wan think too much..just concentrated on your studies 1st..yee sin will support u..when you need me,i will beside u..call me when u need me,friends!!!

alone..alone..

tonight my daddy and mummy will go to travel at Beijing..leave mne alone at home..damn pity.need cooking myself..wash clothes myself..clean the house myself..stay at home alone..i am scare...usually i am with my mum at home..i chronically lie on my mum..when she having her trip now..i miss her very much.although just 1 week trip...anyway i will hope my dad and mum have a happy trip.LOVE U..MY MUM AND DAD!!!

伤痕...原谅...

前几天我收到她给我的纸。在感言上，她提到说：“在2007年的时候，我以为我与你的友情可能会结束。当时我很想向你解释那件事，可是不知道要怎样开口。幸好现在我们和好，原谅了我。当我看到你在部落格写的文章时，我的眼泪就快要流出来。如果我对你造成什么伤害，在此跟你道歉，请原谅我。”不得不承认，当时你的确造成我心灵上很大的伤害，我很心灰意冷，我觉得我的好友背叛了我，因为一个男生。我很心碎为何你会这样对我。当时我根本不想理你这个朋友了，甚至想断绝我们之间的友情。我们有一段时间都不曾交谈。经过一段时间，我想清楚了，我原谅你了，我觉得我们这么多年的友情，何必为了一个不喜欢我，但是却伤害我们友情的男生而伤心、失望呢？我慢慢接受回你这个朋友。幸好当时我没放弃你这个朋友，不然现在起我们也当不成朋友了。说实话，如果说我完全忘记或不介意这件事，是骗人的吧？我还是有那么一点点的想着这件事，总觉得那件事后我们之间会有少许的尴尬。无论如何，你永远是我的朋友。

memory..

(khor ford,wan zhen,lai han weng lok and me)



my secondary school life..damn memorize for me..especially in form 5.i miss my friends..now all are in different life..having the different attitude..some friends are become strange..damn heartburn..but anyway i will miss you all..i will keep u all inside my heart.."5 ARENA 2007"

miracle for me.

today i get my math coursework mark..fuyoh..is 33.78 over 40 marks..suddenly i feel that i am in illusion..i have check it for many times.that is truth.i get this high marks..i really feel happy on my result..1st time i get the high mark in math..never happen this.thanks the miracle.i really appreciate this mark.

class party~

having the class party..
the small fire...hard to roast the foods...i just stand at there..dun know which place i can go into and roast my foods..my stomach start "ta"..but my foods havent roast yet.haiz...finally my friend is frieds the foods in the kitchen..more faster and delicious.hoho^^
the climax time is the water games..wow..all the people look like crazy when playing the games.damn syok on this.
i think we have waste a lot of water bcoz all ppl just open the water and loaded it one by one.whole class is wet.look like taking bath.some ppl is run away from this street to another street..so pity on them.but this game is fair..all ppl is wet.no ppl is in the condition of dry..hehe..
at the last,we have singing a birthday song to wai herng..after finish the foundation he need change to the sg LOng campus..no matter what is going on..i will remember"TA13"..

happy april fool.

today is 1st of april..is a day that tease other people..i have send many message and tease my friends..but all of them also din cheating by me.suddenly i have receive one message.my friend told me that he is in hospital now.just now he happen an accident.he look like seriously so i believe him.i am scared about him.after few minutes,he is told me that he is tease me bcoz today is april fool.i really damn helpness at that time..but the most important..he is save..nothing happen on him..then i will assured.friends,next time please dun wan play a joke like this on me..bcoz i will feel worry and scared.this time is april fool..so i forgive u.haha~
anyway wish all my friends happy april fool.