today my friend tell me an event..after i listen it,i feel so angry..i want to beat people that time..1st time i feel wronged..if he dare to talk in front of me,sure i will quarrel with him!!!i need calm down!!if not i will mad now!!

今晚跟我的朋友一起用晚餐。。好久都没有一起用餐了，这种感觉很开心。你一句，我一句，时间过得很快！过后，我还到我朋友的亲戚哪儿修剪头发。我一个人剪头发，可是我所有的朋友都陪我进去，七个没剪，只是坐在那儿，感觉很尴尬很怪咧！剪了大概二十分钟，我的头终于完成了。还不错嘛。。可能是用吹风筒的关系，把握头发吹得好直，好美！哈哈。。。很可惜，我还没冲凉，所以这个头发只能生存多一下下。。唉。。惨呢！不过，新头发新心情，把不开心的都剪掉，要从新生活！加油哦！

HAHAHAHAHAHA...today i am happy..because i have communication with my classmate although it just remain a moment..2 weeks i am less talking in the class..i just talking with siew wai...actually make friends need confidence..if you dare,who also can be your friends..99% out of 100% will success.
today when i back i kena rain.a heavy rain.OMG!!unluckily..make me wet like crazy girl..my parents come Kampar and eat dinner with me.HEHE...so happy to see my daddy and mummy..

my confidence.

who can give me some confidence?i really lack of confidence.my friends say:if you have confidence,everyone will feel you pretty..iziit true??i think maybe.dun know why.i lost my confidence when i see the stranger people.i not dare go to know the new friends.i not dare to do anything that i want to do.i hate myself become like that.my appearance make me lost confidence..make me less participate with another people..i am a sensitive girl.i very care about another people's view on me.haiz...
*sigh*

today i am in dilemma again.my life is so boring with all the things now.i dun know what can i do to rise up my mood.i was jealous with the girl.try to have my own confidence now.i loss it.i should having it back in my life.
*sigh*

真情

今天突然想用华语来写写我的心情呢，比较容易表达我的心情，英文始终对我来说是一个难搞的家伙！最近我觉得自己很不开心，第一是因为新的班令我觉得很难生存。。第二我觉得自己是一个很怕生的人，不敢认识新朋友。这样的生活令我很缺乏安全感，觉得自己很没用！我很没有信心，我的外表令我不敢去认识朋友，我觉得别人会嫌弃我，不喜欢我。我觉得身边的人都不喜欢我。这种感觉很恐怖，我不想去想。我总是觉得这社会里的人大多数都是以貌取人！我很讨厌！难道不美的人、胖的人就没有交朋友的自由了吗？我坦诚认为我是因为自己
肥胖的外表而失去很多很多很多的信心。我也不想。可是我很自卑！我很想瘦，瘦，瘦！我不想被别人嘲笑我的身材!!!有时，想到这件事时，我的眼睛就情不自禁流下眼泪。怎么办？谁能救救我？

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JING YU!!

Today is my dear son,Lee Terng's birthday...he is a humour guy..always make us happy..hope him take his smiles everyday...although we study at separate place now,but our relations never change..everytime he come back sure will go to my home and visit me..damn toughing..because he still remember want to find me..i wish our relations(mother and son)can remain until forever..sometimes i remember that our sweet &funny memory at secondary school..missing it so much.i also hope that we can go back to our 5A class..memory that stay inside my heart..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JING YU.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.

1.57a.m

the online speed damn slow..i really can load the web page although i have access it at one hour ago..sometimes i feel that i want hit people..izzzit dl is syok??why you do not think about other person?the online fees is sharing..if you want dl.pls waiting all the ppl are not onlining or sleeping..then u can continue the dl..you dun think that you are sooooo self-fish when u using all the speed?why you can think for other ppl??if you are the one that can't online,do u feel happy?pls think this problem from different respect..
p/s:i not mentioned that "you" is who..if you want recognition...i also cant say anythinmg.

11.10pm

today i attend lecture class at EDK1..damn boring.the lecturer talk sendiri then syok sendiri..look alike with the C...i just trance at the class.dun have put any effort on it.i dun know how i stay inside this class for 14 weeks.finally 2 hours is pass,i can free.i have meet my friends in front of EDK1..is ah poh,lina,teck vee and ah ru.my mood is become happy after seeing them.i miss them so much.now i know that i really miss my TA13..i dun wan the class now.i HATE it!!
*sigh*
p/s:C is one of my lecturer last time.