am i very failure to maintain the friendship??
am i look like a very bad people??
dun know why i always be the bad people.
few times already..i feel WRONGED!!!
~when i honest to you,you angry with me,saying that i am a very arrogant.
~when i do not do anything on you,you are saying that i am changed and become a bad people.everytime people that  do something on you,you din say anything about them, but i din do anything,you angry with me.
you destroyed my personality and reputation.
i feel it is not fair for me.
why you din outlet on another people??
izzit i look like STUPID and NUISANCE???
i am a very sensitive people.
everytime i think about that,i feel that i wanna cry.
i am very depression when i think this.
please forgive me..ok??
i dun wan riot by these rumours again.
PLEASE!!!


this few days having a bad mood and stress.
i having the presentation and exam on same day.
dun know i can handle anot.
i scared about my result.
i wanna study hard at this semn to cover back my result.

sometimes i feel that some people are self-fish on their attitute.
i hate them why wanna speak "A" in front of me,but doing "B" behind me..
if you wanna do it,please dun wan be hypocritically in front of me.
i hate your attitute because it is such like betray me..


MY MOOD IS VERY DISTURBING THIS FEW DAYS.
I NEED A FRIEND'S TALK NOW.
*muka tunggu cakap-cakap.*

好想哭,哭能发泄我的情绪。。

突然间很EMO。
谁能告诉我,朋友真正的定义是什么?
我对朋友的这两个字很敏感。
对我来说,是生命中不能缺少的,但是对我来说,某些友情是无聊的。
用“心”的友情是我最珍惜的,
用“钱”的友情很假,
用“目的”来交的友情很虚拟,
用“外表”交的友情最不真实。
我很讨厌人会以不同的角度来定义一个朋友的存在价值。
一个人的外表、金钱或性别会为一段友情带来变化吗?
难道一个没有金钱,没有外表的人就不能成为真心的朋友吗?
我要的是一个会对我关心、嘘寒问暖、照顾或聊天的朋友。
我希望在我最寂寞、最空虚、最难过、最开心、最尴尬的时候,
就会在我身边支持我,陪伴我,与我一起分享。
我不需要任何言语,只要默默的在我身旁就好了。
我想说,我失去了很多珍贵的友谊。

没想到最大的凶手是时间。
时间的流逝,让我们大家之间的友谊变质了。
我很失望,没想到美好的友谊就会这么脆弱地断掉。
所以,我很努力地维持我跟大家之间的友谊,
不要再让时间把我们分开。
一个人往往在失去后才回珍惜。
我失去了,也惋惜着。

我很敏感,总是觉得大家都会藐视我。
因为我的身材而远离我。
不知为什么,这种感觉就是会油然而生。
我承认我有严重的自卑,对自己超没信心,面对多人时也很害臊。
我很想改掉这个坏习惯!
有一个AUNTIE问我:你的亲戚瘦身很成功。你干嘛不也试下用四千块去瘦身呢?
我很想说:那四千块不是钱吗?你以为钱是这么容易赚的吗?我才不想花这么多钱去买一个身材,然后得到的是一个瘦身成功但是不健康的身体。到时会花更多钱去见医生吧!
我很希望我能找回我的信心,我要努力!!!
我的朋友,请支持我!
我需要你们!


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