Annual dinner night :)

21 Dec 2011

Today having company annual dinner at David Diners.
it was happy and enjoyable for me.
laugh, chit-chat, take photo...it was totally happy.
I had order lamp steak.
We have take photo crazily.
Yes.It will make us can save a lot of memory.

Love all the photo that we take.
After end the annual dinner in David Diners, we go second round yam cha in old town white coffee.
totally end our day at 11pm.
it really fun.thanks!<3
一起实习的日子,很开心。
谢谢你们:)
记得,日后还要常联络。
一切加油!!


今晚怎么了?
感觉整个人好emo.
躺在床上,好想让自己睡着,可是不行.

是天气转凉的关系吗?
是心情太郁闷的关系吗?
是思念某个人的关系吗?
是太压力的关系吗?

有种想哭的感觉。
夜里,最适合思考。
但是也会让人胡思乱想。
睡觉,是最理智的决定。
原来,沉默是一种让人误会的情况。

人,并不是会一直笑。

Nice memory with you guys

24 Nov 2011
Today I am taking my lunch at David's Diner.
It was a Truely American Food.
Today is their 3 years anniversary so all foods are 50% discount.

I am choosing Grilled Chicken.
Yummy!just cost me RM 12.50 (original price is RM25.00)
next time wanna go again!HAHA:)
Our drinks. (apple, honey dew, orange, watermelon, coffee ice blended)


Before end my work, taking a photo with my boss' daughter, YaoYao..
She is a very cute girl.love her so much.



At night, we go to Hot Spring in Tambun.
Totally have a enjoyable and nice playing with you guys.
Although tired , but I feel relax and happy.:)




Finally we end our day in dinner!
Hope we have next trip SOON!!!^_^



那些年,我们一起追的女孩~
这套戏很青春。
述说着我们高中时的校园生活。


只能说我蛮爱男女主角!
男的帅女的美。

I can't think anything on this moment

what last weekends happen is my sad time.
early in the morning in Saturday (I think is 5am++), my mum wake me up.
I feel that is something happen.
Mum tell me that dad feel suffer now.what should do?
I quickly wake up and run to dad bedroom.
what i see is my dad lying in the bed and feel suffer at all...his whole body is cold until cramp..
my heart is pain when seeing this.
what I do is wake my bro up and we decide send my dad go to hospital immediately.
When reach hospital, my dad totally in coma condition.
we cant move him go in the hospital and finally we need get help from hospital staff.
sent him to emergency room.
doctor try to find out what's the problem happen.
Me just can stand outside and cant do anything.
I feel suffer!
I phone my eldest bro and he was rushing back to ipoh.
after get treatment in emergency, they send my dad go to CCU (Critical Care Unit).
It was same with ICU...this make me scaring.
why dad need send to there?
after some times, doctor in charge come and check my dad condition.
doctor say after x-ray of brain and lung.there was nothing happen on it..but got some virus in the lung.
after that, the main cause is the blood pressure was too low.
the normal person is 120++..but my dad just 70++..
OMG...it was totally extremely low.
doctor using medicine and try put up back the blood pressure.
My eldest brother reach hospital around 12pm.
My bro also is a doctor so he communicate with the doctor in charge so is more easy to understand what is going on with my dad condition now.
Unluckily, I am fever when my dad in hospital.
I totally feeling not well and I want force myself be strong bcoz dad still in hospital.
On that time, I really feel suffer.

3 days in CCU..finally dad change to normal wad, I only feel relax on that time.
in fourth day, dad can be leave hospital.
thanks god!
say BYE BYE to hospital~!!


what I wish and pray now is, HEALTH must follow my parents and family always.
Love u, my dear family!!

唉~我又来自卑了啦!
最近看到别人减肥成功,穿得美美出街去~
羡慕死我了!
我从没给人家一个惊艳的感觉。
给的都是平凡到不能再平凡的印象。
那种一见就会忘记的感觉。
唯一会记得的是你胖胖的身材。
很失败啦!
我要的并不是这个!
我介意别人说我的身材!
时候当大家聊起身材的话题时,我就沉默了。
我很介意自己,更介意别人的意见。
跟朋友出街,我永远是那个穿得最普通,最不美的那个。
每次,我都在幻想,自己瘦了之后就能穿美美的衣服,
然后扮美美,
然后就会变得有自信心了!
我自卑是因为我对自己的外表超级没有信心。
裙子,这个对我来说是异物。
我不曾穿裙子出街,衣服也很难买。
能买到的是那种很土的衣服。
美美的衣服没我的份!
每次进去购物中心的衣服店,感觉那些服务员都是用那种不适合你尺寸的那些表情看着你。
很HURT我的咧!
所以每次去购物,我都不喜欢进衣服店。
总感觉那些衣服只是适合瘦小的人。
每次看到别人也是跟我相似的身材,都能穿美美的衣服,裙子,好时髦哦!
看了之后我觉得超羡慕的说!
我不想再当一个土包子了啦!
我要变瘦,我要穿美美,我要学化妆,我要给别人焕然一新的感觉。
我不要每次别人看到我的感觉是不曾改变!
想我想得快疯了!
工作,原来是那么辛苦
没经历过就不知道。
第一个星期,简直是度日如年。
每一天,我坐到腰快直了。
啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊。。。这种生活快受不了。
现在的我才知道出来社会工作原来是那么的困难。
不要一直埋怨,因为那是我们的责任。

Family Trip

终于......
我跟家人一起去旅行了。
这次跟爸爸妈妈还有二哥一起去勿洞玩。
很开心!!不过大哥因为在KL工作所以没参与。
第一天,等我跟哥哥弄了临时护照都已经下午了。
吃吃晚餐,逛逛街上就回去休息了。
第二天一早,吃了早餐后就出发去神庙拜拜。
过后就去共产党那儿走走看看,可是那是在山上。
爬楼梯上到去时,我已经汗流侠背。
但是其他人却说不累!!
是我老了吗?还是平时不做运动的后果?
游玩共产党之后,我们去了一座花园。
那儿有好多种类的花,感觉好美哦!
快爱上这片花园了。
游玩这片花园之后就去泡露天温泉。
泡一泡,感觉脚真的没那么累了。
就这样,我的勿洞之旅结束了。
虽然短暂,但是跟家人之间的互动会烙在我心里。
期待与家人之间的下一次旅行。




美好的回忆,与你们。

这一个假期不再无聊了!
我很开心因为跟我的好友一同出去旅行啦啦啦啦啦~
真的没想过能一起去旅行。
虽然是那么的累~心里却很满足。
感谢朋友给我一个回忆,照片,一个会让我藏在心里的回忆。
不是要疯狂,不是要奢华,不是要特别,才是美好。
只要是那么简单的在房里,坐在一起聊聊天,也会是美好的事。
一间房挤着五个人,挤在一起不错玩。
谢谢你们俩在充当着“大人”的角色,带着我们逛逛街,吃东西,拍拍照。
你们两个很细心,照顾周全。
*Raymond : 你花费最大的精神驾车,谢谢你!
别担心,这次的旅行真的很开心,第一次出去玩竟然可以投契,不错!:p
*Shirley: 起初还担心跟你出去玩会不投契,没想到接触起来竟是那么合。
很高兴跟你成为朋友呢呢呢。。可爱的女孩!哈哈~
*Jacky and Pei: 我们之间不须多说。心里的话咱们自己会明白!哈哈~


大家,我们一定还要有第二,第三,第四,第五次的旅行。
大家一起加油呀!
Y3S3见!!


期待着照片的诞生!!






来了来了。
抱歉这么迟才补照片~





Is H.O.L.I.D.A.Y now..
must utilize gg for whole week!
free,relax,enjoy is my TARGET now!
lets do it~!!
很多东西看了,伤害的只有自己。
我看了,觉得原来自己是这么的一个人。
在你心里原来是酱的人。
我彻底失望了,也彻底心碎了。
今天我很想静一静,好好反省一下自己。
很多时候,看每一件事都不能只看自己那方面。
永远觉得自己最可怜,也不曾想过别人的立场。
,永远就只会是那个没错,什么都无辜的那个。
如果你真的觉得我这么可怕,那就算吧。
看见那些东西,我很心痛,很想哭。
没想到,结果会是那样。
心有了芥緹,那个距离是永远都是去不掉。
对不起,我没能保护这段感情。
就当我是个坏人吧!!!



我选择,如果我不好奇,那么带给我的并不是伤害。

Electronic Marketing totally sui jor ya!
what the bull shit case study talking?
what the bull shit section B question.
I am totally feel "happy" to see the paper!
wanna through it to tong sampah!
考试。
是我很想逃避的事情啊!
很累,很显,很压力。
最害怕的是看到考试问题时那种哭笑不得的感觉。
JALAT liao.....start scaring now!!!
today feeling lonely.
just because no people want me today.
should be giving myself a big smile, but fail.


Finally I decide want to go Ipoh to have a trip with Pei,Kee and Zhen.
We have go to sing K and shopping..
Omg! I am using a lot of money but damn happy & enjoy.
We end our trip and reach home around 11pm!
is been crazy to be so late reach home.

Anyway, today make me feel smile again.



edited on 12.17am....4sept2011.
study make me fucking super duper stress!
I cant understand it..
and I not ENOUGH time to study!
当做错一件事时,
不是责怪别人的时候。
而是在想到底是什么问题导致。
别一直觉得那是别人的错,
而自己毫无错误的责任!!!


需要检讨自己。



感情越来越疏远,味道越来越淡了。
是我的口味变了吗?
还是食物的味道已经变了。
或者彼此的味道已改变。
我也不知道。。。。。
总觉得时间一直在疏离我们。





大考又要来临了。
压力很大。
感觉自己没有mood读书。
说好的,计划好的时间,全都被我遗忘。
怎么我就是那么懒惰!
沟通原来是一门学问。
人与人之间的联系,很深奥!
一个字可以带来很多意思,好的不好的。
可以让人误会,可以让人成功。
人的心,也是那么多变化。
需要你时,就会依赖你。
不需要你时,就会弃你而去。
人,可以不要那么现实吗?
感情,朋友,能相信吗?
人的情绪,就是那么容易变化


尤其是我自己!
简直比变脸更快。


多希望会有那么一双手牵着我,陪伴我永远。

I AM S.O.R.R.Y.
Today my presentation worst!!
and my part is doing wrong..
how sad i am when know it.
i scared i become tuo sui ga!!
sorry to my friends.
长久的不代表最好。
短暂的不代表不好。
日久见人心。
剥开外层,竟是那么丑陋的内心。

很久都没来更新我的部落。
不是没有东西写,而是不知道如何抒发我的心情。
很烂,真的很烂。
自由,没有。
空闲,没有。
很多东西都没有。
不能用金钱得到,而是心灵上的一些。
全部涌过来,我无法招架。
真的很压力,很想哭,很想发泄自己。
有谁能听我说话?
怎么说呢?
总感觉生活浑浑噩噩地过了,而自己却不知道做了什么。
这种没方向的生活不好。
何时才找到目标,然后努力生活?
I have a happy and unforgetable trip with you guys.
our GANG always is the best!!!
remember,no matter 1 year, 5 years, 10 years later..we still will together and continue our trip with eating non stop!!!!
Love you guys^^
*My dad dun wan look on camera*
Happy Father's Day to my Daddy!
this year celebrating early in Kampar.
Having a simple dinner but full of love.
Dad,wish u healthy and happy always.
I love you more than I can say.
Totally STRESS for year 3 life.
Tired like hell..
Stress like hell..
Bull Shit~!!
上个星期有了一个很快乐的周末。
我跟爸妈二哥出去Kepong找我大哥。
很开心因为可以跟家人在一起。
在一起的时光最幸福了。
到了大哥的诊疗所才3点,所以我跟家人到隔壁的Jusco逛街。
我买了一个包包,而爸爸买了一双鞋子。
逛了之后就回哥哥的家。
晚上,我们一起火锅,吃得饱饱的,很开心。
第二天早上,一家人+姑姑姑丈一起去吃点心。。
吃完过后,我们就准备回家了。
因为,二哥要回去开店~
还有就是,星期日当天是我大哥的农历生日。
哥,生日快乐哦!
虽然这两天的时间过得很快,但是对我来说很温暖很幸福。
My Family,我爱你们
Finish my 1st week study in Year 3..
damn tired on the 1st.
a lot of things need to start although there was only week 1.
Start feeling cannot breath well...>,<
Officially start my Year 3 Sem 1 today!!!
damn tired since I havent get back myself from holiday mood.
Assignment,Presentation,FYP,Industry Training....
Oh Shit!!!
It make me crazy.
Finally has free time to update my blog about my 21st Birthday!
This year I have a special and unforgettable birthday party and gift.
It really make me surprise and touching.
My friends,I love you all~!!
thanks for anything that you all do for me.
I love the DIY card,Domo, Mask,Necklace, Bear, and the cuteeee cupcake!!!
I also love my dearest bro for sponsor me the Secret Recipe Tiramisu!!!
My eldest brother also bank in me RM300 to me..(can cover back the party expenses)
21st years old,new life start..and I need to be mature and dependent!!!




yesterday had a nice ipoh trip with my friends.from 11am until 9pm..
my leg was tired like hell.
we had shop for 2 shopping centre.
haiz.....(feel like didnt bought anything for myself although my bro said can claimed back money from him..T___T)
we had lunch in a Japan restaurant.
I have a set lunch.
it was so so so so full....and the price also reasonable.
(sorry for no photo for my set lunch,but it was delicious)
after that, we also go for movie.
FAST and FURIOUS 5..
damn nice!
there was no boring from begining until the end!
never regret to watch it in cinema!

I love that movie!

thanks for giving me a memorable day!!! (XP and JK)
something no need to be spread out..
what u have act is represent how important am I in your heart.
I have known.

seriously damn disappointed on it.
but i will act that it is not influence me..
 




SORRY. this is what can i say to myself.
Happy Mother's Day!!

母亲节快乐!

妈妈,祝你母亲节快乐哦!
虽然没能庆祝,请你别怪我们。
很害羞说不出口的一句话,
妈妈,我爱您!

today very dissapointed to myself.
i'm very unhappy.
today exam sucks!!!
I hate my stupid!
I hate my useless!
URGHHHH...><
totally STRESS...
what I have study cant masuk dalam kepala saya!!!
I already give up for LM..
OM..half undertsand half give up..
haiz...
how I going to sit for exam?
I almost crazy for the final exam.
I cannot fail, just can success!!!
I dun have any MOTIVATION to study.
I found that LM and OM drive me crazy.
I cant understand it.
haiz...
How I going to sit for exam?
I dun know.
I really scared about it!!!


Target 2.5 on last post?
I found that my confident lose day by day.
This semester I need set a goal for myself.
I need to scored better in this semester instead to get back my CGPA.
2.5.......
I want to hit you!
please...
LING YEE SIN!
do your best!
不知道怎么安慰你。
发生这样的事,真的是意外。
我心里也替你们感到难受。
加油。。一切都会变好的。
你们都是我很好的朋友~
真心地祈祷,快快康复!
我是一个负担吗?

我希望跟朋友出街,可以让他们感到光荣。
可是我感觉到,我带给大家压力。
原因是,我的外型!
我希望得到的是别人仰慕的眼光,而不是别人鄙视的眼光!
怎么办?
我何时才能瘦下来?

单纯=傻

我是傻瓜~
一个常被人利用的傻婆!
有无存在都没关系的!
累了,好像停下脚步。
累了,不想再往前走。
累了,就很想放弃一切。
累了,就什么都不想理。
我感觉自己的累,因为我真的提不起精神。
做什么都没心情。
我很不开心,很压力,很烦~
读书,真的是我的兴趣吗?
Mum,Happy Birthday To You..
I love You so much.
Please forgive my falseness.
U are the number one women in my heart.
U r very important for me.
I am too rely on you.
There are infinite love from me to U..,.
muackzzz....♥♥♥♥♥♥


I addicted to Danbo, No...should say I am falling in love to Danbo.
damn cuteeee...


好的东西,就要记在脑里。
不好的东西,就忘掉?
很难。。
你越是要忘记,越是会追随着你。
宽松别人很容易,但是宽恕不代表忘记,也不代表从没发生过。
我很记仇。
别人对我做过的,我会记得。
我并不大方,因为我不是一个好人。
要嘛就真心对待我,要嘛就滚远远!
我不要一些欺骗我,自私自利的待在我身边。
我需要的是关怀和爱护。
我也是一个需要被被人呵护的女生。
很多人都会说:那女生那么瘦弱,感觉经不起风吹雨晒,令人好想保护她。
如果像我这么大只的人,别人都会觉得我应该是保护别人的人,
而不是被人疼被人呵护的那个人。
拜托,在我心理,曾经多么希望自己是那个被别人保护,关怀,疼爱的女生。
而不是被大家认为大只就很强的人!
有时会有那么一点点的脆弱,希望自己娇小,被大家呵护。
我不知道啦,我真的很讨厌自己的大只
最近没什么心情上来这儿写部落格,
生活太枯燥,也该说大学的生活弄得我很紧绷。
太多东西一起来,有一点应付不到。
很想走一趟旅行,吸一吸外面的空气,散一散心,重新充电。
太多的不好,太多的压力,太多的紧张,以应该停一停。
轻松,是该来找你了。
我用我最真诚的心祈祷。。
希望天灾不要再来了。
人民受的苦,环境的破坏。。
已经超出了。
日本的人民,我为你们祈祷。
希望你们加油!
I can't breath!


Assignment+Exam+Presentation.
Those things make me stress!
I am wasting the time now.
dun know why..
I feel that my life is useless.
I didnt do anything that meaning for me and others too.
what should continue?
ASSIGNMENT,PRESENTATION,EXAM..
all look like demon ..
make me very stress.
i cant breath.


i should use this pic and remind myself.
dun wan waste the time again.
try to cheer up myself and do whatever thing that I should do.

I want to wear dress...
I want to make up...
I want dress up myself.!
BUT....it was very hard for me la...
no body,no face....how to dress up?
i need a designer now!!!

我要穿裙,
我要化妆。
我要改变我自己!
但是,真的很难啦。。
没身材,没样貌,怎么样变?
我很需要一个能够改变我的人。
最近生病了。
伤风,喉咙痛,咳嗽。。
样样都来。
拿命咯。。
最讨厌的是在上课时,喉咙一痒,那时就惨了,咳咳咳到不停,眼泪都满眼。。
真是可怜。
尴尬的是莫过于吵到别人上课。
唉~夭寿啊。。。
别再折磨我了。
快快痊愈。
我要喝冰水。
因为咳嗽,妈妈已经禁止我喝冰!
今年的新年...
除了闷,还能用什么形容?
朋友都有各自的节目,不然就是有另一半陪。
单身的我,只好在家里面对着电视。
以后,我再也不要对新年充满期待。
因为期待越大,失望更大。
什么狗屁计划,呸,到头来还是泡汤!
每次都要我开口约人。
如果等别人来约,那就妄想出街吧。
我想,以后待在家里就好了啦!!!
新年到咯!
很开心一家人团聚在一起的感觉。
我很珍惜。
感觉很幸福。
只想说:亲爱的爸爸,妈妈,哥哥,我爱你们。
祝你们新年快乐,身体健康,万事如意。
♥♥♥♥♥




haiz haiz haiz...
everything that i done look like rubbish.
USELESS~!!



My new baby is born...
YEAH~!!
is call Myvi...
I love you ya~baby^^
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依赖

习惯了依赖别人,不是一件好事。
我不喜欢麻烦别人。
更不喜欢看到别人想拒绝你却又不敢说出口拒绝,面露尴尬。
如果我有能力,我就不会麻烦别人。
更不用只是跟随别人的脚步。
别人说一,你也只能说一,因为没那个资格说二。
我不喜欢哀求别人。
我答应,从这一刻起,我不要再看别人的眼色做人。
也不要再求别人来做一些他们不想做的事。
Ling Yee Sin really is a EMO girl.
always think here think there and then make herself not happy.
TMD!!!
my mood swing again.
I am not happy..seriously.
result was out.
and it was not satisfied,NO..it was worst.
SH*T~!
who can give me a hug and let me cry on their shoulders?