i think i supposed to DIET now..i want be thin..i want attract another people' vision..i just like a invisible people when i stay inside a group of people..i think is my appreance din special..additional my body is not slender like others..so usually i will be neglected by people..i HATE this feeling..I do not agree with you and look forward to me...but i hope i that you can know of my existence..since i was know the moment of happy and sad...my body bring me a lot of teasing and sadness..i HATE people make joke with my appearance..i still remember that i have cry for many times because of few guys insult me with some nasty words..
i have think:why all the guys now judge a girl by appearance?they all feel that external beauty is important than inner beauty..what theory is it?i recognise that i will judge a people by their appearance at the 1st sight..but finally i will focus on their internal beauty..because i feel that a good guy is better than a critical guy..
i have target my mission and slim down..but still fail to do it.when i see some beautiful leg..beautiful clothes..i feel very very very jealous.haiz...hope can achieve my target asap.
yeah~