edited on 3.20am.
i still havent sleep now.
i am scaring my reult that will release few hours later.
i am not dare to know my result.
i think is very bad and dissapointed.
heard from my friend,if our credit hour in the registration unit is maximum 6 hours,that means at least i got one subject is fail.
when i listen this news,i can sure that my result is died.
because my credit hours just maximum 6.
normally the people having maximum 12 credit hours.
i start to think negative.
my super good mood become down mood and super unhappy.
how i accept this?
how my parents and my brothers feeling?
would them feel sad and dissapointed?
YES!!!!I SURE THEY WILL!!!
please,,let me having a small hopes now.
please wish me luck..
i try to console myself and cheating myself now.


seriously,a very bad mood that i having now..
i hate myself!!!!!!!!
one word describe myself : STUPID!!!